From June 4th, 2010

I can't believe that I talked to you for 4 hours last night, in your car. I can't believe I am a married woman who has such strong feelings for someone else. I can't believe that we talked about all the hot things that we did talk about. I can't believe that you were asking me to go to a hotel room with you. I can't believe you told me you would love to make me go wild. I can't believe you gave me that toy. I can't believe you told me to fantasize about you. I can't believe you told me that a woman should have 4 before a man even has 1. I can't believe that you are trying to figure out how we are going to get around it. I can't believe that I am enjoying it this much. I can't believe that I was so hot by the time I got home, I didn't know what to do with myself. I can't believe that you are my teacher. I can't believe that my charm worked as well as it did. I can't believe that I am seriously thinking about it. I can't believe that I wanted to call you this morning and tell you to rent that room. I can't believe that you told me you wanted to give me 10 in an hour. I can't believe that you wanted to pull over on the side of the road. I can't believe that I am looking forward to next week. I can't believe that my flirting in class paid off. I can't believe that you even noticed me. I can't believe I had the guts to ask you out. I can't believe you accepted. I can't wait til we can do it agian.