Thursday, July 8, 2010

From June 29th, 2010 "A Poem of confusion"

Wrap me up in color blind bliss

Make me feel like there is more than this

A sweet surrender never noticed

Until my life became unfocused

Break me down and look inside

Everything that is true to abide

I have fallen harder than this before

Picked myself up for something more

Proved strong and tough as stone

Molded by my thoughts to the unknown

Held me down and made me stay

Unknowingly wanted to get away

Tears unfallen in the open door

Making me realize there has to be more

Thinking deep and still waters clear

Opportunites are only too near

Comforting in thoughts of pain

Inflicted on myself again

I won’t submit to the wants of today

Eternity at stake for my soul to stay

Eyes open on clouds of hope and clarity

That this time may feel a true rarity

Special senses broken and raw

Disobeying all unwritten law

If only I knew that it would not hurt

Stinging embers and skin burnt

I walk on pins and needle sticks

Feeling fires burning licks

Waking me up screaming in the night

Doing my best to maintain this fight

Crumbling down to feel nothing

Aching the palm holding something

Expressed on canvas like paintings true

Ever longing for a different blue

One step on worlds little pebbles

Ignoring ignorance and psychobabbles

Rescue me and hold me near your heart

Realize that you and I will never part

Hold my hand, be a dream to me

Help me feel like I can see

Friend of life and beauty still

Hoping your heart He will fill

My hope for your pain to disappear

Mine will stay, but I have no fear

Breathe into me what I want to know

Make it beautiful, crisp as snow

Forever grateful for this trip of mine

May time bless this and make me fine.

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